Because I'm me

[janetXme]

I wrote in my diary that I needed to see what happened if I moved up a notch.

As always I dropped my diary off at my dear dom's house the afternoon before. Dom wasn't home, but as often happens his wife greeted me. Her manners show such inner calm and delight. I haven't witnessed in others such beauty and calm. I do understand from both of them that she was his protégé some years ago. They married and I swear they are the best couple. So much love and understanding.

I didn't stay for drinks with her this time. She used to be on sites like this, some might know her as Cheeky, years ago.

She has taught me so very much about what it is to be me. I learn from her both in and out of training mode. She is a real sub, but for me has found it in her heart to correct as well. I'm so lucky. She wants to show me how to bring out my inner best. I want that too. Very much so.

Next day I came over.

She showed me in. I could tell from her manner that her bottom was sore. Do guys see it, the little wiggle that so creeps in when the cheeks are fresh? I just know that recently she had been bawling across his wise knee and squealing all the best sounds.

She did not speak. She was deeply in her sub space and would only communicate to him. To force her to respond to me would be completely wrong. She was the wife, I am the protégé. This whole thing could only work if I was respectful about what came first.

[Often123]

A good start, we'll have to wait for the rest.